Friday, June 24, 2016

Ligusticum porteri, oshá diaries

 Ligusticum porteri:


Oshá 
our lovely elegant plant medicine called osha, significantly in Spanish 'oso'  is bear, so chuchupatè, the bear medicine...oshá is a plant that speaks.
    In this way I would like it to speak to you regarding oshá the potent plant medicine of the southwest US and understanding disease and disease states. Maybe you will read these words and you will somehow know this plant, the bear medicine. speaking with me is like hearing riddles. i rarely speak. i rarely have anything to say and if i do talk most people either laugh with me or walk away, "I'm not sure about him." 
    
    i would ask you to pay attention to patterns. Watching patterns is really all that we can do with herbal medicine. As you watch patterns develop it's possible you'll see more patterns or less patterns but we know that the herbal medicine is the change that we put into those patterns to bring about an outcome of homeostasis, on this present state yet we don't deny the disease state that exists. we don't pretend that all of this is good or bad. We want to ease the suffering in the world so we bring our herbal medicine to people and that's really about it. we want to help soothe the suffering so people don't suffer so much. 
    Trusting your own judgment. Use your heart, use your intuition to see the patterns and realize that most of what you see is a reflection of yourself.  The things that you have to work with are close by. We work with our eyes, with our hands, with the tongue. This is the organoleptic  approach to herbs we take.  we taste them, smell them. we touch them we look at how they grow. where they grow. when they grow. Wevwill use that information to speak to us with the herbs. this is the approach to take with herbalism. We work with them, and allow the nature of the herb to enter into her being so that we can remember, knowing the thoughts that fill our mind, taking seriously whatever the herb wants to give us in terms of information. with  sight, with smell, with the taste and form of the herb where it grows before our eyes. on this path of herbal medicine you have to go directly to the plant. On this path of my herbal medicine you have to go directly to the place where the plant is growing and meet the plant in its own space. You need to meet the plant where it is growing. And you need to look at the total picture of you as the person in the place with the plant.
    We take notice. We look and see. Yet we don't become overcome with joy or distressed with sorrow, with fears or disgusted with sights, feelings and mental states that are beautiful and pleasant. whatever is, is and that's what we have to work with sometimes we see beauty sometimes there's ugliness and we don't run towards the beautiful and we don't run away from the ugliness just part of the mix that we're experiencing right now. what we do is look.  be on the alert to what's available here and see the patterns. See the flow, the turning of events which create new events. This is what we have to work with. We don't throw things away because they are bitter or unpleasant. And we don't run to things just because they are sweet and beautiful. We know that beautiful and ugly are flips of the brain, and you can't have beauty without ugliness.  they are concepts and constructions that exist in the mind. they're interesting to see but we don't seek out the beautiful and we don't run away from the ugly. above all we don't want to cultivate the junkie state of mind, the junkie state of mind is that state of mind that seeks out a particular mind state in an addictive way, and cultivates the addiction state, seeking it out again and again. The junkie state of mind very closely resembles the pattern of disease that often unfolds in a disease state with repetitious experience. The person with a chronic disease state is often found to be inhabiting the body of the disease state in a repetitious sort of pattern that unfolds in a very similar way limiting their experience. The addictive junkie state of mind is very repetitious does the same thing over and over and over and over again and that pattern becomes a very limiting close sort of way of being in the world. so we're not going there. were not seeking out that repetitious mind, in fact we are wanting to as much as possible to move beyond the junkie mind into a more open place of living. In truth you can't re-create the immensity and potency of a falling in love situation, if you try to stay in that rapturous moments of hormonal bliss falling in love, if you do try to maintain this intensity of feeling? you're like someone listening to a piece of recorded music again and again and again. Yes we have the technology for addiction. Yes we can listen to the same recording over and over and over again, yet this is not the way that we follow. Don't be concerned about right or wrong. Don't get caught up in pure and impure. Just look for the patterns in your own body in your own mind in the seasons, in what ever is right in front of your face. In that way you're going to get a good understanding of herbal medicine. 
     It's important to know that very few people can look outside of themselves. For most people including myself I am rarely looking outside of my own box. Most of the times that I'm seeing problems in the world problems, problems and politics, problems with institutions or politics or global situations what I'm seeing is a part of myself and in that way the only way I can address it is by working on myself. If you're feeling extreme emotions of hate extreme emotions of indifference of sorrow of joy know that there's something positive in that seeing but don't look at it as something completely outside of yourself. It's important when we look at a medicine like oshá, to see that is the thing! we see the pattern of growth. we feel the taste upon our tongue. we smell it. we watch where it grows,in these aspen forests.

     when you see a forest of chard blackened  trees standing. When you see the tall ponderosa pine forest reduced to tall standing burn chard towers of of wood. When you are in an old recent fire, know that not only is this a place where there was a fire. Know that not only did these trees live a good life and are beautiful both in their lushness of green, and beautiful as pillars of charcoal standing in the blue sky. Good and bad, living and dead, green and burnt-black: know that these things are just concepts that fly through our minds like the sound of a crack! as the wind blows down a burnt-tree. When the tree hits the ground it doesn't matter if you were there to witness it or not, it doesn't matter whether you heard the crack! with the tree crashing down, or felt the breeze from the gust of wind high in the ponderosa pine tree tops. The important thing is to grasp the pattern of oshá, the burning forest lush growth of Springtime flowers like explosions of light in the blue sky with hummingbirds and bees. this is the pattern and know that this pattern is not just a pattern in this particular forest, on this particular mountain, on this particular day, the pattern that you see is your pattern. you're seeing the pattern of yourself in this moment.  the remedy, the los remedios that you need are right here in front of you, not far away, but right there. so listen feel taste touch because this is where the medicine is, and this is the path that we follow with oshá. as an example see yourself looking in a mirror. see your face and reflection in the mirror.  then remove yourself from the mirror and continue to look into the mirror.  see what is directly behind you in the reflection because this is where you are. You were looking at yourself. by removing yourself but knowing all the while that this pattern this flow of energy is you in the mirror without the image in the mirror.
     
So oshá is bear medicine, sash or bear, medicina del oso, medicine of the bear. Not only medicine of the bear, also Medicina del lobo, medicine of the wolf. In conversations with a rancher and plant person who lives and ranches near an area with wolves and the bear, she told me about the same action of the bear in meeting the plant in spring time pawing, digging the ground in spring, with the wolves who meet up with the oshá in spring. The wolves of the area in the same way as the bear, meet the plant in early spring, paw the ground around the plant , exposing the frsgrant potent roots and then rub and roll their bodies on the dug exposed roots, rolling and rubbing on the plant that they just dig up, captivated by its powerful, potent fragrance, raptured by its ability to awaken and arouse, the bear and wolf, oso y lobo, know the plant oshá.
The osha bear medicine is a powerful medicine for waking up, for coming awake,  for becoming renewed in the spirit of the springtime. There is a deep connection with Ligusticum porteri, bear and wolf, across all the plant/people/place interface of the sky islands and montane southwest where Ligusticum porteri lives as low as 6500 feet in Nuevo Mexico but in general from 8000-11,000 feet. Strictly a mountain plant. It is found near or within groves of aspen, conifers, ponderosa pine, fir and oak. 
    The definition of herbal medicine is change. Herbs bring change. Herbs as we take them into our bodies create change, create meaningful patterns that engender well-being in the bodies inherent move towards homeostasis. In this way A person who works with herbs for any amount of time sees that the herbs as they take into the body work in a cyclic way in the same way that change comes in many forms, we have linear change with the progression towards a goal and we have cyclic change that flips back-and-forth from one opposite to another. The cyclic change is the change of date tonight, of spring to winter, of hot to cold, of love to indifference. As we see the patterns of herbs as they move through the body the herbalist knows that the herbs will bring change in certain predicted ways in certain patterns of change this is how we know the herbs. 
Geographic range: L. porteri is distributed throughout the Rocky Mountain range, spanning Montana and Wyoming in the north, through Colorado, Nevada and Utah, to New Mexico, Arizona and Mexico Chihuahua and Sonora.
    Bear root is a perennial plant that greens out in the spring, grows its seed in the summer and then turns brown and dies back in the fall. And in this waking up in spring, maturing in the summer and sleeping in the fall and winter we have our own path we take of waking, of growing and sleeping,  this is the medicine, this is the lesson of oshá. It was considered part of  Umbelliferae family, now renamed as Apiaceae family, carrot/parsley family.   Known as the carrot/parsley family. The seeds and flowers have an umbellifer, as in our word umbrella look about them hanging down in clusters.  
     
The importance of the bear and the bear stories of Osu, osha, in Ligusticum porteri. One of the peoples who have lived with osha  in the Southwest are the Utes, and the Utes of stories of the bear which are important for understanding Ligusticum porteri. One of the stories of the Utes who live in southern Utah near Blanding, UT, is two brothers were out and about in the spring time hunting and gathering and they saw a bear in the standing upright and clawing, marking a the tree, making a loud scratching sound and digging around for roots. The bear talked to these two brothers and taught them how to dance, and sing the bear dance. The Bear asked the two brothers to go back to their people and teach them the bear dance. To do the bear dance in the springtime when lightning and thunder renew the earth once again after a long winter. When the energy of sleep awakens symbolized by late winter storms with snow, rain and lightning, this is the time the root energy is activated and moves from below to the surface, new life of spring emerging.  The bear taught how to gather together with others and celebrate the energy of the spring the new life that comes the greening of the plants. Up to the present day the Ute people have kept this connection with the spring bear dance at Sleeping Ute Mountain. It said that the dance is held in March when the first thunder and lightning signal the awakening of the mountains of spring. The dance opens with the rubbing of a notched stick making a sound that is said to be this the sound of the bear scratching on the tree in the spring time. Dancing movement is a way of connecting to the flow of the energy of the earth, of the lightning in the spring time,  and mobilizing connecting this event in a personal way with the group. In the bear dance the cat man makes sure that any woman's request to dance is honored, the bear dance is a woman's choice and when the woman will ask a man to dance,  that request can't be turned down. In the traditions of the Southwest there are stories of the bear woman that she-bear and this has been carried on into the present time. The woman who marries a bear, and gives birth to the bear children. There's a strong female presence in bear and in the renewal of spring, and there is an honoring of this female prerogative in the place, and in the fertility of the place, that happens in the spring time.        
    In the folk tradition osha is considered a plant protection and this is also mentioned in an old ethnographic study on the Pirates In "Southern Paiute Shamanism" by Isabel T. Kelly published in 1939, she mentions Ligusticum called, paxu'rani was applied for snake bite and the roots rubbed on moccasins and carried as a talisman to avoid snakebite and for protection. It is a tonic not only for the body, but also has uses for the psyche: the heart and mind. 
    Of course you do not need to look in books to find powerful plant energetics of oshá .
All you need to do is to taste the plant, listen to the song and smell the power that is in the plant. This is the same power that is in us and all living things. We see the plant rising up in the spring sending it's energy upward from the roots. Then in autumn the same energy returns to the roots. And in this lesson is our own balance and restoring quality that we seek, that we use, that we understand and relate to in this plant medicine. all of the great plant medicines Mike redroot have the same story, the same song, the same action of rising in the spring. Then the energy in the fall returns to the roots. This is how we harvest are plant medicines. We follow them and let them guide us through their changes. Herbal medicine is the practice of change bringing change into our own bodies with these plants. Herbal medicine is change. And this is how we relate to the plants on our own journey through our own lives. 
      The Navajo also dwell in the area of Ligusticum porteri. They have stories that can only be told when the bear is sleeping and they determine that time from the lightning in the fall during winter and then when energy from zig-zag lightening returns, the lightning in the spring this is the time when the healing generative energy of the earth returns. 
   
Now I as I look osha  with only a few green leaves remaining. I make sure that I scatter and plant the seeds around osha covering them with soil. There is a chill of coldness in the air, most of the aspen leaves have turned from green to yellow and fallen and those that remain are yellow, thin and remind us of change, cycles and patterns. With the clouds running across the sky and another full moon it has the feeling of energy going back to the roots. This is the time to gather osha up on these high laying down mountain plateaus.
I am reminded of the bear with osha the long nights of winter. 
    Plants of Protection: Like yerba Santa, Eriodictyon angustifolium, osha is a plant of protection. As I mentioned earlier it is used both for an actual rattlesnake bite and also rubbed on the body on the soles of the feet, moccasins and or tied on the shoes to ward off rattlesnakes when traveling through areas where one is likely to meet a rattlesnake. Question may be why would one need protection? And why protection from a plant? How can a plant protect me? Protect me from what? This is an important question because as we approach herbs and plants from a bioregional herbal perspective it becomes clear that not only do herbs nourish, not only do herbs have medicinal qualities for specific conditions, herbs also are teachers and friends who help us connect to our deepest needs. Not only do herbs nourish in the sense of nourishing the body, of addressing imbalances, deficiencies and usefulness in a disease state, herbs & herbal medicine and or preparations also enter into the spirit in the greater health of a person, the soul. In the sense of plants, as I explored earlier, plant/medicine and medicine plants: there is also the aspect of nourishing the greater body nourishing the mind, the heart, the spirit in a bioregional sense. As we live and take roots in a place it becomes important to visit the same place time and time and time again when gathering plants during all times of the year. To not only see the plants in it's dried or prepared form but to see the living plant in all its phases. In this sense one is completing oneself within the bioregion by taking notice of the plant, not only taking notice of the medicinal properties or energetics of the plant but also taking notice of the plant itself and what it can give. Taking notice of our own body and mind and how it changes when we visit a place in the spring time, as opposed to visiting the same place in the fall or winter. Listening to the plant itself and spending time with the plant develops the aesthetic sense of communication with the plant., and helps to acknowledge the connection to the natural world. Realizing that when we are in this natural world our thoughts and emotions and feelings change. My teacher Michael Cottingham, often says, but the definition of herbal medicine and herbalism is change, herbs are substances that we take into her body to produce change. Illness disease and states of sickness are those times when we need to take the herbs into our body to produce the change, to unblock the flow of energy so that the basic wisdom of the body, of homeostasis is renewed maintained and nourished. A lot of this information and knowledge has less to do with reading or studying and more to do with just spending time with the plants where they grow. Because as human beings we are intimately connected with the plant both in the present moment now and throughout our history. 
      A crucial and important part of herbal study is the actual tasting of plants, this is called the organoleptic approach so that we engage our senses touch taste smell with the plant to develop a sense of the energetics of the plant in the human body. So as herbalists we spend time looking, seeing, touching the plant and tasting the plant in various locations to find out the medicinal properties of the plant. One particular plant can vary greatly in its medicinal qualities through different seasons of the year. One specific plant can vary greatly in its energetic and medicinal qualities with regard to where it's growing, what type of year it's been in terms of wetness and warmth. Based on this hands on one organoleptic approach to plant medicine we begin to understand that specific plants can be vastly different depending on where they're growing and what time of the year we encounter them. 
   Within this folk tradition, because of this, we have plants that have developed a reputation within the historical context of bioregional  herbalism of nourishing  and protecting the spirit.
Oso,  la Medicina del osa, medicine of the bear, Ligusticum porteri is one of these plants. Sometime the plant due to its scent and physical nature, or due to the power of smell can remind us instantly and immediately of a greater whole, a  greater reality. Can awakening us a sense of a larger context in which we are acting. Especially if we have sought the plants out ourselves,  in their own environments, spending time with them in the spring, summer, winter and autumn. They can be reminders. They can remind us that we have power and resilience to overcome the current situation and this can be a strength.  This can be the plants role as a talisman, a charm to ward off evil. Evil whether  rattlesnakes or sorcery which may or may not of been used against us. And here let's remember that sorcery and witchcraft has to do with peoples view of us, their intentions for us versus our own need to develop and grow. Sorcery is an attempt to place a concept of self upon us that does not correlate with our inner nature and current situation. Often times a self concept can be an implanted thought.  That places us in a limitation which is no longer valid. When we are in a time of stress or turmoil or crisis, the plant can function to remind us of our resilience in the face of crisis by placing us in a larger context. This contextual shift is part of the work of plants. Much of our anxiety stress and issues have to do with the purely human realm, and although we spend much of our time in this place, the numinous depths of our being go much deeper than that. The healing energy of the plants can summon a reminder that we are bigger than the situation we face.
     Plant energetics: our organoleptic journey with the plants is to engage the plants with our senses. We touch the plant and journey to the place where the plant is growing . we examine the forest and the cool moistness.  We allow our tongue to wrap around the roots and use our nose to smell the strong aromatics. 
   Oshá is strongly stimulating and uplifting with its potent aromatic compounds. It's potency in many ways resides in the throat and in the lungs. It could easily be called a lung medicine because when we take in the plant oshá  we feel it's power in our respiratory system. Oshá opens up the deepest areas of the long at the area of gas exchange in the alveoli. It's potent nature naturally seeks the lungs. as the potent medicine reaches the lungs it moves out from the lungs in the sense of upward and out. So the motion of oshá  is to move upward and out, to seek forward and open up as it moves and exits. oshá is expanding. 
    Oshá  also asks to remove the fluid from lungs, the mucus the moist wet congestion that inhabits this moist place that we call the lung. so you may feel yourself coughing up phlegm and mucus and wanted to spit it on the ground. If your lungs are congested you'll find yourself coughing with the moist waste. A wet cough and coughing up the phlegm and as you're coughing up the phlegm you will taste the licorice warmth and taste of oshá  in the phlegm in the mucus, that you're spitting up.
    Osha is warm- warming it is heating. it is expansive, expansive moving upward and outward. it produces sweating in the body. you will feel your body heating up, warming up, and you will specially feel this heat in the throat in the lungs. so taking the oshá  into a body at the earliest date of feeling sick can bring the change necessary to allow the body to heal itself back from a disease state. oshá works best for those disease states that are infectious that go from person to person usually starting into the throat. at the first sign of a scratchy throat with congestion building in the throat you want to bring osha into the equation. Once the infectious state reaches the throat it has a tendency then to descend into the moist lungs and inhabit the lungs,  continuing this disease state which can escalate into something with the cough, a moist wet cough sore throat. It is at this point that oshá  brings its medicine of change into the body because it's going to heat the body. it's going to expel the mucus, the energy is going to be warm heating rising and expelling. There's going to be sweating so the body will be removing, shooting out, from the core to the extremities this is the action of oshá. 
      Understanding Disease states and herbal healing: on a very basic level we have the inside and the outside. Life occurs within a protected space. In plants and animals we have the cell membrane or the cell wall this is the outer layer of inside and outside. The organism is continually answering the question what is inside what is outside? What is me what is not me? What is self? vs what is other? In acute situations we have sudden onset.  The skin, is a very large organ set up to determine the boundaries of self versus other. The skin is selectively porous allowing certain things to enter the body and certain things to leave the body in a sense it seals or covers the body and determines in many ways what is inside and what is outside. Breaks in the skin are problematic in that things from the outside can enter the body so that something like a cut or wound can allow an entranceway into the body. Immediately after the body detects, is aware that it's skin has been broken or compromised, begins the process of redoing the cover healing the wound and blocking the entrance way of other into self. The body mobilizes the reconstruction of skin, the re-creation of the pattern of the epidermis to cover the outside and restore the boundary between self and other this is the regrowth of skin after a puncture or wound injury. 
    The concept of a bounded whole is important to grasp because it in many ways captures the nature of dynamic interface between self and other which is continually occurring at the level of the skin which is the cover of the body. There is a vital intelligence at this level of choice and determination of self and other at the boundary of the body. 
     With the skin understood as that boundary between self and other in the human body, we also have openings in the skin which can be problematic for the entrance of disease states. The eyes, the ears, the nose, mouth, the genitals, and the anus. Because the mouth and nose function both in the sense of breathing and also eating we have a dynamic interface which could become the entranceway for disease in the mouth and nose. Day and night continually throughout the day throughout our period of being alive we are always breathing normally from 12 to 20 breaths per minute we are opening our mouth, taking in the outside air. we are breathing through our nose and mouth and taking the outside into the inside. Likewise with food we normally each and every day that we are alive eat. We place food into our mouth. we chew it. it's mixed with saliva. it is swallowed it passes the throat into the esophagus, the stomach, through the large and small intestines and then is removed. So the mouth is continuously involved in and necessary exchange yet also in someways a dangerous exchange between the inside and outside of the human body. We have to breathe. we have to eat yet in the movement of air and food and water through our nose and mouth as we eat and breath, and nourish there is the possibility of problems in the nose and throat with regard to outside entities entering and compromising the boundary between self and other.
     Each person due to their unique situation has inherited a kind of tendency towards disease, a pattern of illness in connection with the body systems. In certain persons there's a pattern of disease that can occur with the entranceway being the throat the nose and the mouth. This can manifest with sinus congestion, a blockage in the nose, ears, throat. It can also manifest with this type of person in the throat where the throat becomes inflamed & swollen, the glands of the throat, the lymph system become stuck in that area. And if the disease process is not interrupted the issue of compromised throat, can just descend into the lungs. The lungs as we understand them are very moist, wet and warm. They can become easily the breeding grounds of all types of illness if there is not adequate movement in the lungs, if there is stagnation in the lungs, if the circulation of energy does not continually move there can be issues in the lungs. this situation often manifests with the accumulation of fluid, of mucus of waste products and the body attempting to rid itself of the foreign bodies produces more mucus and attempting to expel the music mucus you have a cough. attempting to expel The mucus and clear the air ways there can arise a cough which itself can irritate the throat which itself can produce further irritation and further problems if the body is unable to circulate the energy in the lungs to expel the waste products that are building up there.
      Oshá is the perfect medicine for the person who has a pattern of illness with regard to the throat sinus nose and ears. Oshá  can be that change that prevents the body from moving the energy downward into the lungs. Oshá  can be that agent of change which enables the body to resist illness, fight off the tendency for the throat to be that entrance way into things like influenza, lung  congestion, stagnant blocked lung energy, pneumonia, pleurisy and be the agent of change to bring the body towards that equilibrium of homeostasis. The body in equilibrium and wellness has a flow of energy which is movement. The body in sickness is blocked and the nature of the body is often in that same paradigm of self and other so the body attempts to block off the illness which can further bring stagnation and more blockage more issues. 
     Oshá is that outside agent that we call herbalism. The oshá  is the change the body needs in this condition of blocked energy. When the energy becomes blocked, and locked in the throat with soreness with inflamation, with redness, tenderness and pain, oshá  can be that agent of change. Remember that the definition of herbs of herbal medicine is change, herbs are agents of change that we use consciously, that we select and use to bring into the body, to lead the body away from the disease state into health. 
     In terms of sickness and health, and disease states we have or inherited tendency towards disease which we inherited from our mother, our father, grandparents, our great parents and even further in terms of our racial, cultural, national trans-personal history. Because this portion of our being is inherited it's not something that we can move away from deny or even affirm. it's just something that's there that's in the background that we have to deal with. these inherited patterns of illness and disease are where you are going to break down in terms of living in terms of time, through time. There is a way of looking at the world which is intensely hopeful and positive in terms of never growing old, of never dying, of never breaking down and in fact this is a delusional state because as human beings we can look around and you know that each person that is alive will die. no one anywhere at anytime  has maintained health throughout their life or else they would still be living. We all will break down and as herbalists it's important to see the pattern of where this breakdown will occur based on the inherited factor, the environmental factor, and takesteps to  minimize illness, maximize function, vitality and health. 
    By continuing with the concept of an inside and outside and maintaining the integrity of the bounded whole, we have the concept of nonself invading the body in such a way as to cause discomfort illness and disease. As human beings we of course have developed the sense and perception of self versus non-self, and self awareness as part of our being in the world. We don't function in an undifferentiated state. we function best when we are aware of our boundaries, when we are aware of our limitations, and when we are aware of the self and nonself, of ourselves in the environment. Before I was talking about the idea of the mouth nose throat ears as being a possibility for the entranceway of disease states into the body because of our breathing eating and drinking which occurs continuously as part of our process of living. So to go back again to the pattern of illness that occurs in the throat, the idea of a scratchy sore inflamed throat and that movement of illness and inflamation and blocked stuck condition into the lungs, in the allopathic medical model of illness we may want to examine throat in terms of a throat culture for bacteria. When we look at the throat we see that the throat is both a passageway for air in terms of respiration and breathing, and also a pathway for food nourishment and water to enter the body. So in terms of a inflamed sore scratchy throat we have to ask what is it that occurred that allowed the situation of homeostasis fluidity motion and exchange to break down into an illness pathological state? In the sense of a bounded whole with fluid porous  boundaries that  allow the healthful movement, exchange of both waste products and nourishing products across the barrier, we have to ask what is it that occurred that caused the inflammation, the blockage, the scratchiness, the irritation?
    One of the most important elements of health is to feel safe. As human beings we continually seek feedback from the social environment. We are seeking affirmation. We are also alert to negation. Just as our bodies are in a feedback loop which leads to action. So that when we are thirsty we seek out fluids and seek out water. When we feel hunger we want to seek nourishment. our body is saying eat. when we breathe we are seeking air. when we're running and moving we breathe deeply to satisfy our need for air. we can't hold our breath. We have to be in flow. we are in the process of exchange, things coming and going in and out of the bounded whole. When we are tired and sleepy we lay down to sleep, we rest our body. Our body is continually in this feedback loop where things arise and we meet their needs we take action, skillful appropriate action based on that feedback loop of listening and then acting on that information. 
     As social beings we are no different. We don't exit that feedback loop just because other people are involved. We are social beings so we are involved in a very involved dance of feedback, contact, of gestures of body language which enter upon us. We actively seek out approval, positive regard, and affirmation from the environment around us which not only is the physical environment but is the social environment. So what happens when we as a person receive negative feedback from the social environments.? And it doesn't matter if that is an intentional communication directed towards us. it is the element of perception. The question is not so much what is the environment  saying, what is the social environment saying? it's more about what are we hearing? What are we perceiving? What is the social milieu saying to us based on our perception? 
     When we have an injury to our skin, that breaks the protective layer of the skin, as in a wound or abrasion it's very easy to get a reality based evidence-based feedback from others of what is occurring. We have the broken skin. we have the bleeding. we have a wound that others can see. We also may have pain. Ouch. Something hurts. Something is wrong. "Oh look I injured my skin I have an open wound." and not only from ourselves do we get this feedback loop we can refer to others. We can say to someone look I scraped my elbow. And they can offer, "yeah I see it's red. why don't  you put a Band-Aid on it? cover it up." We get confirmation from our own perceptions and from others that something has occurred. we can agree and recognize what it is and therefore we know that the body is addressing the wound. we ourselves can do something to address the wound, we can maybe wash it in water, place a Band-Aid on it, put some sort of healing salve on it. We not only can have injuries to our skin, to our bodies in the sense of the boundary has been broken, we can have also injuries to our psyche. As human beings we have a need for feedback in that feedback loop we need to receive messages of positive regard of affirmation. This perception that everything is well is the positive feedback that we need that says we are OK we can make it, we can continue our journey. The idea of a psyche-wound, of a psychic injury to our intangible body is the concept of spiritual attack. 
    All around us there are people who are well-nourished in the physical sense, their bodies are fed. the air they breathe is clean,  they drink clean water -all these physical needs are being met. Yet there is a sense of malaise, there is a sense that something is not right that they have been set back. The protective layer between us as persons, the sense of belonging, that feedback loop has been compromised and it is in this position that we enter into elements like stress or degradation of the living experience so that the person does not florish but retreats. In the history of our interaction with plants that we call herbalism we have plants that have a reputation for restoring not only the body but restoring the protective layer of the communal self, with restoring the spirit. Several of these plants within our tradition have a deep connection with the lungs. A deep connection with breathing, with the intaking and out taking of air. I because our relationship with the breath is something that is a continuous movement in and out and in a sense is what unites us with the world around us in the sense of vision or hearing it's almost like a sense breathing is, breathing is a continual activity. it's a bridge between the inside and the outside and this activity is connected with the lungs. Oshá is one of those plants that is a talisman, that is a powerful herb of protection and also a powerful lung medicine. People come to oshá  when a serious situation is occurring, things like snakebite or insect bite, spiritual attack, pneumonia bronchitis, influenza. There is nothing more frightening than a serious bout with pneumonia, where you are drowning in your own fluids, where you feel yourself suffocating with mucus and into this picture is our plant ally oshá. The appearance of Ligusticum porteri  is like the delicate lobes of the lung. the flowers with their umbrella like appearance resemble the lungs and it's fragrance, the aromatics of oshá is confident reassuring, uplifting and strengthening. It is this history of spiritual protection and the ability of oshá  to work in the lungs, in the breathing, in difficult conditions that have made it such a powerful plants Ally. 
     
When you approach oshá it is like going to an altar, it is like approaching the lover or friend and it is an experience which deepens your commitment to the herbal healing wellness and strength journey. We come to oshá when all else fails when everything is dark and oshá  is the light, is the dream, and it is the power that we need to move our steps to this next place for healing to occur. 

Saturday, April 16, 2016

Doña Melodía, John Steinbeck and the Go Go's





prayin' strong each day for Doña Melodía , Lady's song,  domina the power in her music, beauty in her song, the song, so to hear the song living, loud, softly however it sung, especially for you, and don miguel and todos herbalistas y herbalistos tambíen! por bueno medicína, la luz y Paz, paz y luz, pido a todos los Ángeles y Santos, Jesús y María, para enviar el Espíritu Santo y las bendiciones!siempre,
peace and light, light and peace, i ask all the angels and saints, Jesús y María, to send Holy Ghost and blessings!always.
i bought today all used very nice used wood stove,
& stainless propane bar b q with side burner. Who i purchased from was good man, we talkin plant story, i buy from him sweet perfect medicine road wood stove, and he say, 'take this free and lawn mower and glass top metal small table, take for free!', -nice day runnin wind around, 
off soon to a place to keep, to store and renew, something stored up, the reserve,
maybe buy used fridge tomorrow.
    everything piled up high like Tom Joad in John Steinbeck's, woody Guthrie song, old truck, medicine road in Grapes of Wrath, Joad:] "Maybe all men got one big soul ever'body's a part of." 
i'm thinkin like Tom Joad ...
..."I got thinkin’ how we was holy when we was one thing, an’ mankin’ was holy when it was one thing. An’ it on’y got unholy when one mis’able little fella got the bit in his teeth an’ run off his own way, kickin’ an’ draggin’ an’ fightin’. Fella like that bust the holi-ness. But when they’re all workin’ together, not one fella for another fella, but one fella kind of harnessed to the whole shebang—that’s right, that’s holy." -(Tom Joad in John Steinbeck, Grapes Of Wrath)
luz y paz, paz y luv... light and peace, peace and light, happy and satisfied for you spending time talkin plant story with medicine frens on medicine road, know you bring paz y luz wherever you go, whoever you with, happy for our medicine road frenship- lots a new plant frens to see & spen times wit.
good dream, a while dreamin of bear, oso, he runnin, i want to yell out, can't say nuthin, "There's a weapon

That we must use

In our defense
Silence reveals" -(the go go's Jane Wiedlin & Terry Hall, Our lips are Sealed)

no voice come out, good dream on last medicine trip, all alone near creek, snow meltin, yes bear there, thought it was deer house maybe deer and bear houses close together, i took deer antler, stinging nettle and elderberry, shade of cottonwood.
up at deer house estafiate is sweet, i taste, say thank you creator, thank you for showing me this medicine road & this plant fren, 
you're grown to sweet taste, the estafiate sweet taste in my mouth on the good medicine Road.
will spend time calling wolves, elk bugle, all kinds of good song to sing, all this kind of plant road medicine song, let the Valeriana be with the hummingbird,
hummingbird coming, bird singing songs, everyone is singing songs, everyone is sending songs, everything  a song.
We just have to listen louder because all the songs are sung. we need to be listening louder and louder all the songs our friends are singing on the medicine Road.
 we listen strong, on the medicine Road we listen louder on the medicine Road, on the medicine Road all the singing good songs.
azèè shiíma together, One day walking hearing all the songs together this thing together louder and louder, all the songs we're singing all the good medicines.
hummingbird was singing his little song and it is loud  singing, follow his way good medicine road singing looking for his house, we in the mountains. we are up in the mountains, way up in the mountains, way up in the mountains.
way up in the mountain, dappled sunlight, usnea and pedicularis, good strong aspen songs
, making you stronger and stronger, good aspen medicine all kinds of plants growing up there like oshá, la medicína Del oso, wolf and bear medicine, this is the way we are singing on the medicine Road, we are traveling together through the Aspen.
we hold our hands together while we walk in the aspen green leaves, the sunlight is sparkly, we walk together holding hands through the Aspenmeadow. we like brother and sister singing together  good songs, aspen leaves are always moving in the wind back-and-forth, back-and-forth, the leaves of the aspen are always moving in the wind, roots go down deep and each tree so big they are all the same, from the same roots, they sing the same song all of the mountain, we are holding hands and walking, where the
beaver build his damn, where the St. John's wort grows, poleo mint and skullcap,
along the banks of the creek, monarda sweet spicy clearing warming, we walk holding hands and with the freehand, we reach down and place our hands in all this beautiful medicine.
we're following in this way together walking holding hands.

Friday, April 8, 2016

Maianthemum racemosum, False Solomon Seal at Deer House by Paul Manski

 
Maianthemum racemosum subsp. amplexicaule, false or true Solomon seal or false true Feathery False Solomon Seal? Lot's of name changes with plant Botanicaistas these days, here is the plant that I use for my plant medicine.- I make medicine with the plants it's what I do. I work from the place where I am.
I think the most important thing in my herbal medicine is where. Where is always a question. I'm not so involved with what's going to happen with the where after I work with it because that is outside of me. It's outside of what I can address and compensate for. So with the medicine road that I'm on at this time it is all about where. Where these plants are growing is important. It is about the house of the plant so I am looking for the plants house. Just like I look for the deer house. I spend time at the deer house looking for the deer house who create the plant songs and stories.
 I always acknowledge the Creator who brings us this plant medicine Road and put these plants here for us. For me I think Deer is in charge of putting the plant medicine in front of us and of course there are teachers that come and go and can sometimes drop plants right in front of us. I've seen this happen when we seek them out, some of the old teachers they're not even alive in the sense of having a body anymore but they're dropping the plants down right in front of you sometimes,  and you're finding them. Of course they were connected with Deer House and the Deer House teachers and in that ways since were still connected to them. 
    'Where' is who holds for us the question. Now sometimes I'll meet someone and they will say, "where can I find that?", "how my going to find that medicine? where can I buy it?" So we're using words in this way to talk plant story and it's going this way and that way and sometimes we have to ask some questions to find out if we're on the same page with it. First of all if it's a simple question where?, "where, can I find it? what store can I buy it in?" I'll pretty much tell you straight out you can't buy medicine. You can make medicine, that you can do. Yet you can't buy medicine because medicine is connection. You can't buy connection. Connection is what describes you're being outside of words numbers and labels so you can't use the things that you usually used to remedy the situation of disconnection. Maybe I can help share a connection, maybe I can do that and maybe I can't.   I think the more that I think about it,  medicine is a verb it's not a noun. And this whole illusion of disconnect kind a world that we are supporting in different ways makes itself known Lotta times in our language and our thinking process. You see this a lot of times with things like maybe for example basketball, someone might say basketball and it's one of those words it's supposed to be an action and activity yet somehow in this illusion of disconnect world it's been converted into a passive thing. So if someone says basketball they may be talking about eating chips and salsa in front of the TV and they make in their minds all this into a kind of basketball. Let me tell you this is not basketball. Basketball is a game that you play by running around and dribbling the ball outside, shooting it. You're jumping up-and-down. Maybe you're yelling and screaming and high-fiving and your body is sweaty and your heart rate is being fast. OK this is basketball. Eating chips in front of the TV with salsa and guacamole is not basketball. We could call it eating chips and salsa in front of the TV-ball, or make up a new word for it that someone has never said before. Yet it's nothing to do with basketball. And it's the same way with medicine. It is the same way with our bioregional plant medicines, with our plant medicines with our medicine. It is the same way with our spirit songs that the deer house keepers bring to us now and then when we're ready for them.
With medicine it's all about the heart connection. With our medicine it is about a profound connection with the hearts that goes from our hearts into our feet and from our feet into the ground and from the ground into the earth and from the earth it becomes a root route and that root-route is our heart medicine roadway, now in that way there is something happening with health and with healing.
     Now going to store's fine. there's nothing wrong with going to store and getting what you need and anyone who tells you anything different is just creating a problem we're no problem exists. And yet going to a store is going to a store and making medicine is making medicine, and it's very true I haven't been to all the stores so it's very possible there is such a place as a store that sells medicine. Yet it's very important to know that if you're going to a store you are going to a store and if you're going to store then we are you are going is the store. And going to a store is a fine thing to do and a fine way to spend your time, and it's what we do as human beings we go to stores we buy things. Medicine our plant medicine though is something else. Going to the medicine is not going to the store and though there may be medicine stores it's important to realize that going to the store is going to the store and making plant medicine is making plant medicine. 
Going to some store and laying down frog skins or sliding plastic, buying something in a bottle or a bag and then going home and then putting it in your mouth this is like eating chips and salsa with guacamole in front of the TV and calling it basketball. It's not basketball, it's Chip eating, and maybe the chips you were eating are organic kale chips and maybe the avocado  is organic from Ecuador and the salsa is made from Himalayan goji berries, you know even then, even if it's all so good in that way, still it's not basketball. so we have to make sure that our herbalism is a dribbling the ball, running, jumping,  sweat in our eyes, with our hearts beating fast kind of basketball- herbalism and not an organic chip eating salsa guacamole in front of the TV-herbalism. 
 
Maianthemum racemosum back to the Solomon seals, it's  well, it's here and there, up at higher/mid elevation at the Deer House. The Solomon seal? the false Solomon seal? , feathery false and what not, lots of name changes. You pick a name maybe Deer House Root seal? Or Deer sael, or deer root seal? Anyway 'lily a da valley'-like-looking, reminds me of childhood days underneath the apple trees. 
     So this is how you  put up all these plant medicines in growing your medicine bag. Find somebody to show it to you and then you'll know what it is, you can spend a little time with it. Taste a few leaves, see where it grows. Smell it, taste, touch it, be with it, then you'll know what it is, then you know how it is, why it is, when it is,  where it is. The connection comes from connection. The connection does not come from disconnection. The connection is a process of being with the place with the plant in the place of the plant. 
     On Questions and answers: All these kinds of questions will come up. The best way is never look for answers always look for questions. It's not about finding it's about asking. So it's like when you're at school and someone comes up to you, and whispers, "do you have the answers for the test?",  so this time you tell him,  "no no, I don't have the answers but I do have the questions." The question always belongs to you, the answers don't belong to you. The answers will be coming from someone else so if you ask a question,  someone else's 'why' will answer it, that someone else is outside of you.  the answer is always outside of you. So even if someone gives you a test and the test has 20 questions and you answer them all correctly, if those questions were not your questions then the answers cannot be your answers.  You have to ask your own questions. You have to write your own test and then if you want to answer them you can do that but it's really up to you. The question is not going this way and that, it's not like the Ocotillo branch
that's blowing this way and that way in the wind. going this way and that way whichever way the wind is blowing.
The question is like the Ocotillo roots standing still, always supporting the ocotillo. Always creating new ocotillo branches. We ask ocotillo-questions that go deep down into the earth and they don't really move this way and that way they just sit there deep in the earth. Pulling up all the nutrients. Pulling up all the water. Even if the earth is dry, even if there is no rain somehow these ocotillo roots are making rain. They're pulling up water from stone. And our questions have to be like these ocotillo roots that go so deep that they can perform the impossible like creating water from rock. Finding water in the desert where everything is dry, this is the way our questions have to be. Pulling up everything that it needs to make the plant medicine to make the ocotillo medicine The question  is what you have inside of you so it belongs to you. The question is the root that you have that makes anything you do possible. It is the question that makes the impossible possible.
Now here's a footnote, having the question is not the same thing as asking the question. We are looking for questions. We hold our questions. You may meet someone who's always talking saying,  "oh what's this? what's that?  what do I do now? what kind of plant is this one?  is this is this in the same family is as parsley? or is this a different plant? is it the same as the plant how do jing in Chinese medicine?", all these kinds of questions, that is like questions jumping out of the mouth and that is like the Ocotillo branches swaying in the wind.
    The questions we ask are silent deep questions with the roots. The roots are pulling up the nutrients very slowly they're not like the ocotillo branches waving this way and that way in the wind. We are holding the question. We are not answering the question. We are holding the question. We are not answering questions that is not what we're doing, we're not asking questions outside of ourselves. Our herbal medicine requires of us to look for questions. As herbalists we look for questions. As a bioregional herbalist you cultivate questions. You worship authentic  questions. It is only by having a deep burning abiding question that you can take it to the next step of breakthrough. What we are trying to do here with our Bioregional  herbal medicine is to have a question, hold a question.  you couldn't leave asking the question for someone else because having the question and asking question, are two different things.
   
 Maianthenum racemosum, false Solomon Seal, Growing this kind of way, soft, north side shady, cooling, moon-story, wind sheltered, likes to spend time with poison ivy. So watch out or you'll get all kinds of welts and wet itchy hives because where Maianthemum racemosum is so is poison ivy . 
Now with herbalism and the the plant medicine road, we are going for a smooth gradual shift that is of itself connection. So in that way it's not a sudden revolution like a heroic medicine.  It's slow gradual shift we are working on. We're working on slow shift of the roots, a root shift. As you look at the ocotillo root you realize that their deep in the ground, invisible yet working all the time behind the scenes making things happen, slowly pulling up the nutrients and that's the shift that we're going for. It is about nourishing  becoming. If you look at the leaves and branches at the tips of the ocotillo  with brilliant sweet smelling orange red ocotillo  flowers, you'll see them moving in the wind back-and-forth in whatever way the wind moves. now this is how heroic  herbalism functions. Heroic medicine is in the very periphery of the leafs and top branches. In heroic medicine we go from symptom to symptom and as we know from allopathic medicine, from side effects to side effects, from side effects to symptom of the side effects, to the side effects of the solution we create more side effects so now we need to dress more symptoms and we just keep going around and around is a circle, like the ocotillo  branches way up at the top of the plant, with a lot of movement yet not a lot of direction. The direction we are seeking is self-thus from the inside of the being, from the roots which as its nature is flowing with homeostasis and healing without thought or plan always becoming real healing movement. The heroic herbalism of the ocotillo branches is kind of going without any plan.  We are jumping. We are suddenly and impulsively  acting and we are jumping in the air. Now we are landing on our feet awkwardly maybe falling down after jumping too high and trying to attend our balance. Now we are going to left, now we are going to the right,  and we become very worried. We're practicing to be very anxious and very fluttering like the very tips of the leaves of the ocotillo. We are  always reacting.  Acting without a center is the anxiety illness way. A lot of people in this illness disconnect kind of situation become very familiar and close to their emotions and will put a lot of value and importance to their emotional states.  A lot of people when they think of emotions they think of emotions as in their heart. They'll say something like "my emotions",  "my feelings". They think of emotions as something that are very deep and central to their being. Yet emotions are very much with the leaves and branches of the ocotillo. Emotions are very much at the surface and they are not at the heart. We may feel emotions inbour heart but they are not central to our being, in fact they are a symptom of the illusion of disconnect. In fact if you want to find a situation of imbalance then focus on the emotions. If you want to increase your disconnect then center your focus on emotions, work with your emotions if you want to stagnate and go nowhere. Emotions can only take us a very short distance because they are at the surface. Emotions are like the very top orange red flowers ofthe ocotillo they go this way in the wind they go that way in the wind. May be a rain will fall and then there will be green leafy branches.
Then it will dry and become warm in the leaves will fall. These are like flowers the opening is short, very quickly and even though they were important they are not central to the function and being of the ocotillo. Yes we need flowers for reproduction and as we know the emotions are very important for romance, feelings of love and whatnot the heightened sense of sexuality. Yet this is not central to the relationship. The relationship between a man and woman is centered on a long-standing deep commitment. 
Maianthemum racemosum, False Solomon Seal t
his is a great medicine for the joints, & soft connective tissue- cartilage & sinews, for the whole body system. It is spring tonic/restorative & blood purifier in terms of old ways plant talk story. Maianthemum racemosum 
has an amazing opening quality of healing that engenders soft tissue to be restored especially in areas of injury. Learned about this un fren John, he knows it good and help me out with it, straight me out by it. This great plant medicine has many uses and is valuable for anyone who has arthritic sore joints or recent injuries to the body to the soft tissues of the body, the cartilage, sinew and  ligaments. It is an amazing healing herb found in our desert southwest mountains.
Here you can see the knobby roots which are used as one of our powerful plant medicines. This medicine is found at mid-high elevation on  more  north facing hillsides. It is a powerful yin medicine growing on the north side of slopes and is definitely a great healer for athletes with their strong yang go-go-go constitutional things. 
     So when you see the plant you see it growing where it is. Where it is, is a lot of the work of what it is. Where it is can answer the question of what is it for. Yet even with all this sort of good questioning it's still very hard to answer who is it for. You have to look deeper and look away from the plant to see what nurses and nourishes the plant. The most important part of her medicine in this way is that slow gentle shift and although heroic medicine with herbs is done and will be done it's better to go with this slow change,  it's going to last a long time. You can go from symptom symptom and analyze the symptoms with a microscope even down to the level of the blood cell and then take it further take a bigger microscope and look beyond the blood cell to the actual chemical components all these elements that are in the blood. Yet whatever it is that is what it is so we can really only go so far with heroic medicine and then we have to say OK feed the body, nourish, rest and re-create the body, hydrate the body, get the body ready for action, actionate  the body, act, move do. This nursing and nourishing of the body with the plant medicines comes from the relationship that the plant had with where it is,  how it's growing and what it's doing in the place where it is. So with the, Maianthemum racemosum, Solomon seal of the false Solomon seal what we have is the plant growing in a very cool shady spot. It's roots are in a rich black well-drained soil. It's slope be in hilly areas and as I said there are big trees, a shady spot with creeping vines, Vitus Arizonica wild grape vines,  Rhus radicans poison ivy, and ponderosa pines, raspberry, Juglans major walnut. And if you are listening you can hear the soft gurgling of water for the snowmelt above coming down the creek and the waters cold clear and here in there you may see some hummingbirds gathering nectar gathering pollen making their medicine, following their medicine roads. So this is a very calm peaceful place shady even in the hot sun it's still cool it's still very gentle and soft and even if the wind is blowing very hard above the tops of the mountains down here it's not very windy and this is the place where Maianthemum racemosum is making medicine. 
     When we make plant medicine, when we take these plant medicines we are taking in the relationship of the place into our body for healing. So were taking that very cool energy of the mountain
into the insides of our joints. We're taking this soft north side of the mountain energy of moistness and bringing it into our very windy, very dry joints that I've become crackly like static electricity very dry and brittle. We're trying to bring in something very cooling to this hot sticky kind of irritable situation it's happening in our knees and elbows and whatnot and we're bringing in the False Solomon Seal.  We are calling it in or calling in the medicine or calling on the deer house. Calling in the medicine girl calling on the medicine girl and all that knowledge of the deer house
and all the deer house teachers and all those lineages the people that lived in those stone houses way up there on the mountain and use these medicines. We are asking all that to come inside. We are asking all of it to calm down. We're asking for the slow gentle shift of beauty and harmony in our joints in our knees and  elbows in all the parts of our body. 
     So in that way were making some medicine with the false Solomon seal, with 
Maianthemum racemosum. 

Sunday, April 3, 2016

Manzanita, Little apples, Arctostaphylos pungens


So here is Arctostaphylos pungens, Pointleaf manzanita, Family Ericaceae, little apples Manzanita. Rich red brown shiny bark, astringent sour leaves. A tree a bush, a friend reminds me of an anonymous spring somewhere in Southern Utah, a seep of water, canyon oaks, coolness and hair like water grabbing the minds eye. 

     Pale pink trumpet delicate flowers that bloom quickly in early spring.

For me always the smell of the manzanita leaves mixed with pinyon pine pitch, juniper and artemisia, sat on a piece of slick rock, wafting up and swirling around into the sky. Reminds me of prayers or intention like Kristina said, or dreams or blessing and protection.
With every dream or intention or prayer there is memories of dreams that were only dreams, no more no less, but dreams only. Smoke that didn't rise, fires that burned out, roofs that fell in leaving only rusted tin and walls.
     Manzanita is like that it's good for those itchy burning down there sorts of things that some unlucky are prone to, even though they wipe the right direction.
Moist warm hairy soft places are sometimes problematic for multiple reasons, manzanita leaf tea can help. 
     Then there's the apples, the little apples that tempted and nourished and guided us back in a dream, those fruits
are there for jam and tea and just to have and hold a tiny apple less than your baby finger nail, ripening in the sun. Nice to know and praise fertility and youth.
     But back to the name and burning dried manzanita leaves mixed with pine pitch and juniper branches. This is the bear. The north circling above, the hunter, Arctostaphylos uva-ursi, the bear that circles upon which all the stars follow like shadows, like dreams, like prayers. Good to see manzanita again and in that pollen of spring a memory of hair sparkling like water
drawing the eye in closer and closer. Manzanita.
by Paul Manski

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